Oyyy I am so sick of crutches. Every day I wake up and the first
thing I think is… “I better get up now because I have to pee and it’s going to
take me about 20 minutes to get to the bathroom with my debacle-ness of a
self.”
Otherwise.......things are going well. I’m making myself move my leg
as much as I can as often as I can. I really don’t want my muscles to atrophy
as badly as they did last time. My thigh is still really weird feeling (very
descriptive, I know). It’s all tingly and numb every once in a while for really
no apparent reason my nerves will FIRE off and cause me to squeal a little. It’s
really great…keeps me on my toes (figuratively speaking, as I obviously cannot
do anything on my toes…). I do everything one-legged…I hop everywhere. I watch
my husband bounding all over the house all two-legged-like and I get very
jealous. What a show-off. I’ve been dealing with this crap for so long now I
forget what it’s like to even walk normally! I keep telling myself that 4 months
from now, I’m going to be the bionic woman…never to be slowed down again.
But…it’s going to be a loooonnnggg 4 months.
I put one of our bar stools in the middle of kitchen and it’s
completely in the way for my hubby…but it’s a fantastic way for me to rest
while doing things in there. Otherwise, when I’m trying to do dishes or cook or
something, every few minutes I have to hop along the counter over to my
crutches, get on them, use them to get to a chair and sit down. When I feel
better I have to do the whole thing reversed…it’s absurd. It takes me an ETERNITY
to do anything. And I’m so tired I need a nap after everything I do. It’s like
my body is saying “Ya know what…one surgery pissed me off enough…and now you
went and did again?! I’m done. No more energy for you.” I get winded from the
simplest things. I’m trying really hard to not be a wimp…but I can’t believe
how tired I am all the time. After the first surgery I completely expected
it…I mean I was growing bone, after
all. But this time? Phew-yyy, let me tell you. I constantly feel like I’ve just
run a marathon. I’m not sleeping well at all, and all day long I’m feeling like
I have to catch up to everyone else.
I will say that this surgery, besides from being on crutches for
7 weeks AGAIN, was not NEARLY as bad as the PAO (obviously). This time, there
was no real muscle damage, and there’s no restriction on moving the joint or specific
angle I need to stay below. The only restriction is no weight bearing. I also
can’t drive…because it’s my right leg. I feel like a kid without their license,
I have to bum rides off everyone.
But, generally speaking, my leg feels pretty good. The one thing
I am noticing, though, is my sacroiliac joint on my left side is really giving
me a hard time. I had been having some pain before I went in for the second
surgery…but I could have it adjusted at PT and sometimes that helped. Lately,
being on the crutches and trying to do things left-legged has really been
giving me a lot of pain. I can understand why…it’s taking the brunt of all of
this. I just am not sure how to help keep it happy. I’ll have to ask Tom (my PT
and I are on a first name basis) what he thinks. Additionally, since the
surgery I’ve been having on and off (more on than off) bouts of pain in my…..groin
area…except it’s not reaaallly the groin. He had to cut a portion of bone RIGHT
THERE and sometimes I get some pain. It’s a dull, aching pain. I’ve mentioned
it to Dr. S. and he says it’s because it’s such a large “break” and it’ll be “broken”
for a long time. That’s the part of the bone healing that is going to take the
longest. I mention this, not to humiliate myself, but because it’s really the
only pain I’ve had consistently since the surgery. It is nagging, but it’s not
terrible. Just something I certainly was not expecting.
In other (less embarrassing) news, the bandages and steri-strips
came off a couple days ago. I have three tiny incisions with stitches. I laugh
when I look at them because it looks a little bit like they are held together
with those plastic wires they use to hold price tags on clothing. The incisions
are glued together again, as well…so it looks like I’ve got little patches of
super glue…and little plastic clothing tags. I’ll post a picture. Eventually…I’ll
post a picture of my other scar as well…but haven’t figured out how to do that
quite yet. I’ll be quite the sight to see once everything heals, with 4 scars
in such a small area…it’ll look like I got in a knife fight (which I guess
technically I kind of did).
I scheduled my next appointment with Dr. S. today. It’ll be May 9th.
It’ll be the appointment where he assesses if I can get off the crutches. At
that appointment, I’m going to ask for copies of the pictures from the
arthroscopic surgery, that way I can post here and you can see what he did in
there. It’s interesting to see.
Alright,
that’s it for now. I’ll leave you with a few pictures:Discharge from the hospital day! 10-30-12 |
This is from the first day I could walk after PAO. My first step on my new hip almost 50 days after surgery. |
This is my post surgery x-ray at my 12-6-12 appointment (6 weeks post surgery) |
Arthroscopic surgery incisions |
Talk soon!,
D
I'm about to get my POA surgery this coming Tuesday. Just 4 days between 'Puzzle Day" and myself right now. Even though this is surgery #15 for me I will tell you I still get scared.
ReplyDeleteReading this is giving my nerves some frame of reference and bringing me a great comfort. Thank you so much for sharing. It's making this easier!
Hello!
DeleteYou are well past your surgery day, now, so I'm hoping this finds you feeling better by the day! I am sorry for the delay, it's been a whirlwind these past several months with my new son.
I am glad you find comfort here, that is what this is for! I'm back into the swing of it now, and hope we can keep in touch. Please tell me how you're doing.
Take care,
D